Things change, I forgive...

I don't know if its because we are growing or our thoughts changes due to experiences we have, but we change continuously and gradually. I remember how I used to love pop music, rock nowadays I cannot listen to anything but new age and I never thought one day I will, I believe I started to take things slowly and patiently, allowing time to help me not stand against me, I began to forgive and forget the bad memories, erase them and when seeing people who cause them I act as if nothing happened, willingly, life is worthy and so short to stay angry to someone or to something or to your to the mistakes you've made in the past, or to be jealous, to be revengeful, I sometimes think what if I die now, right now, people will forgive what I've done to them and will forget me, too, don't we all do that, we forgive the dead, but we hate the alive, its somewhat twisted. I have no idea what made me write this as soon as I woke up, but everything occurs for a reason, may be one day I will forget all these and get to read this post and say wow, I used to be calm some days.