It is strange how you suddenly fall in love

When your heart beats as if it will be torn away from your chest, your breathing increase, even your texture and skin changes, you can't eat anything, you can't do anything, you can't even concentrate, all love scenes make your body shiver, your brain continuously remains on that person, he is there, so near, might come closer if you let, but you just can't. Always 'maybe', always 'if not', you never let doubts away, and when you think about the obstacles between you, it kind of increases the pull, the tension and you are ashamed, there is nothing to be ashamed of but you are ashamed, and what will happen when he goes away? When will you be normal as you were? And why is it that you always want to cry. And be sorry for what you feel, and knowing that you shouldn't feel this way. When will come the time to forget, you wonder? When will he shift far away, how long will this pain last? That's why I hate loving someone. You are so timeless to come to me now, and so will be you departure, please do remember me, remember me good. because you are the only man I knew, asked nothing from me, no favors, no help and just asked me to be there, because you are the one I will come to whenever I need, because you are the one I really fear to lose for the first time, may be because I am not to you, what you are to me, and losing me is just like losing anybody, and it seems to me I love you because you don't love me... It is so strange how suddenly you made me fall in love with you this badly.